Even when porn and masturbation was less likely, and I was wild and crazy, I noticed it.

So it wasn’t just related to porn and this, and until I worked through things with life experience, I could never put it together.

I was blessed and lucky growing up, and since I unknowingly didn’t realize that taking care of the woman I was with first, I had friends who wanted more then just one night stands.

Thanks again for the pointers!

Actually what clicked when seeing this is an article by Ena Dahl and duh … the picture is becoming clearer 🙂