For real human beings, you are never a number "ever". One can't put a price on a soul or being "ever", and if one does, then well ... that person's value is near 0.

You are not the bread crumbs from a bun near the refuse at a McDonalds. You are the full plate of Morton's, and if people don't respect you, they will never get you and you shouldn't have to deal with trash.

If your environment is that harsh and the people take take take from you, you should do what you are doing. Close down shop and flip people the bird at worst and be indifferent and walk away at best.

It is what I have learned on my path. IF there is no friendship and connection, there is no romance and if there is no romance there is no intimacy. No intimacy = No sex.

Period

From what I have observed here and elsewhere, I do not blame women for having high standards and one-strike policies. I blame men for setting the stage because they can't control their thirst.

So keep on self-loving and preaching your word as it empowers you (but I do realize you never need my acceptance or words ... my intent is in positive affirmation of go girl (woman).)

I do wish some days for some of the fantastic women on my path that I get to communicate with, I would love to be able to ask ... would you like a platonic hug to know that there are biological males who work hard on being a man ... that appreciate you.

Until then ... be well an hugs or fist bumps ... take care!