Good luck! I never desired or had an intention to write. A few years ago, something whispered write a poem.
I took my passions, and then gave it a try.
As I fixed me (Toxic Apocalypse is my masculinity rebirth), came out.
I have others of interest, Eden's Liberation which was spawned off of seeing a woman in pain and me putting myself into a woman's position using my trauma and pain.
(FYI #metoo and sexual assault as a child by a female babysitter)
Then the erotic stuff ... I found myself getting overheated with discussions with women, and it wasn't cool. So I used that to drive my urges into prose ...
:) I am also kink friendly ... so ... a bit about me