Hugs to you on your journey you are well deserving of love and care. My deepest regret in life was not overcoming the racism in my family of being scared of bringing my black girlfriend. Mind you this was the 1990s so you know how it was sadly.

I can see the pain of loyalty and hellscape black women have to deal with where they want to keep their heritage and culture intact with minimal conflict, but it comes at an awful cost.

Personally, I would love if media would show more black women and white men in media by default. Start normalizing this, so we can break down those barriers.

Dating a black woman was pretty amazing and fun because there was so much we both didn't understand about each other.

One of the fun times we had with intimacy she chuckled with me. She stated I saw the white light and my god was it right.

Good luck and keep up the fight, I am rooting for you!