I am glad you have passed through the denial, loss and anger phases. Thank you for showing the vulnerability of your pain so I can check my actions against those that screwed with you in the wrong way and to keep an eye out for those that continue.

Have peace, and I hope you find the super partner in life and equal you deserve, :-) and you both work on a diverse and rich orgasm equality together with plenty of cuddles and warm love.

Peace!