I had a body that made partner sigh when I took off my shirt. Then life happened. I learned a lot.
Now, as I have shared with women I trust. I tell them I am powering up to fight back the damage from dealing with trauma by myself.
I want to get that body back so now my partner goes sigh and the other thing is the man on the inside is fully formed and wickedly empathic, sadistically romantic, all-in with loyalty, infinitely chiseled with pure respect and equality.
A dad aura in a cad body for the lay folks.
Is it for the sex and intimacy and fame?
No. It is me to flip the bird at the men and women that destroyed me to say you can't kill me.
The thing is ... give me a woman with curves and non-perfection, but a perfect soul and personality and I will show her passion that will make the perfect models of society say why not me.
I will whisper because while the package is pretty, what is inside is malformed and cracked. You want to play with pure male love, heal yourself and come back.
Women be healthy, be liberated and be free. If extra pounds makes your partner go ... umm no. Then take the blessing knowing he is not a fully formed man.