Yael Wolfe, I started to write my feelings and thoughts, because I saw a few female writers doing this. You were one such person.
There was something freeing and empowering as I typed away on a phone or keyboard. The only thing I can think of is that "feel" you get after sex when both partners are satisfied. That cool release that comes from deep down within your body.
I see it in your writing, and also in several other people. When I see it and feel it, I comment and clap. In my mind, I see those connections like a spark and a string. When it happens my mind is connecting to yours and some of the comments to a bigger and greater soul where there is no pain and suffering. Nothing but happiness and bliss.
You have it strong, and also understand there are other I see just as strongly as you.
It makes me smile and cry at the same time. Music does the same thing.
MD-80 on a runway in SFO. Me sitting in a first-class seat counting my blessings. I feel the power of the engines on the plane. I see the gorgeous FAs dancing through the cabin getting it ready. The female pilot's voice comes over the intercom saying she is going to have to push the plane hard and fast due to winds.
I smile how sexy is that.
I flip over on my phone and power up "Rose of Jericho (Adam K & Soha Remix) and the plane moves (on youtube so you can listen). I chuckle as I see the album cover saying yeah that is me looking at the water).
The music notes are planned to actually match the plane ascend and when I feel her jam the nose of the plane up a large uptempo beat happens in the song. This plane is a small plane but it is a beast of plane you can feel her and the plane push hard. The plane is hard, powerful, and unique like all the good writers that write from their heart an soul.
9:20 of pure joy.
Man, machine, the woman at the helm, raw power.
Then when it is done .... sir here your is scotch and soda on the side. I then smile.
All this magic …. and just so you know … the song I played while writing it and it brought back every fun memory.