It is what it is. The hardest part for me was the damage from my ex girlfriend who told me I was gay because I couldn’t have sex with her was far worse then the actual event. I have made peace with that and I am a feminist now even though I despised them for 20 years because of what one human being did. I do mourn the loss of not raising kids who had my forgiveness and open minded views on treating and taking care of people.
Thank you for the kind words and thoughts it is appreciated. I now try to speak up to help others as much as I can, but I only have so much reserves of me to give and I have to protect what I have …
Women as a guy are the most precious and beautiful thing.
My personal share is I am able to at least have a male doctor now that was a big step.