It sucks that you couldn’t push off way back when and said I am done, and I think you are right with the rough order of metrics. One guy will take advantage, one guy is undesirable so he won’t get a chance, and one guy will do you right in these areas.

Like I shared on a few of your other responses, I think you do need some space and time and need to talk and work through this. You are in pain and for that I feel a deep sadness for that.

Please take the space and get better. Your writing is excellent, and you are such a deep and sensitive person that should receive the best that life has to offer.

Lover of people, Texas Feminist Liberal Democrat, Horse Farm, High Tech Gadget ENFP Guy, and someone who appreciates the struggle of women and wants to help.