Now the current struggle I have is the glass boy has been rebuilt from tempered glass to gorilla glass. With the ability to be strong and respond to touch, but where the flame of male/boy energy burned bright and hard without shelter for years … now is having a hard time being sustained.

It epically sucks. I have so much love to give but on to the next battle.

The really hard part honestly now is I love my partner deeply, but her views of on masculinity where a guy must do X and Y and her need for that kind of desire (take me now) doesn’t line up.

It is perversely ironic. I want to snuggle give foreplay and all that, but sadly I need the same now too to be ready in the way she needs it.

Life is interesting and ironic, I do know if I can’t work it. I will make sure that sexuality and intimacy are talked about greatly before the acts occur, and god(dess) help the person I am with because I am all-in. The big question for me though is making sure I am with a partner that can handle the raw energy of two warriors in a guy. It maybe overwhelming to them since it appears in society they only get the shade of one gender albeit a weak one.

Your body of work is excellent, and you write really well. You appear from your articles (like a few other women I really enjoy) to have a very deep soul.