Thank you. To share the genesis of it:

I have held off on porn for 23 days and I am on day 20 of re-engaging my sexuality with out self-love (for now).

It has allowed me to work on certain areas of my masculinity and use the raw nuclear male sexual energy to drive a lot.

I write in G-PG (ipoetry) to R + (marlene in a pub). The other part of my day is documented in Pasithea's Grace ...

In it I get an immunotherapy shot due to heavy allergies turned into Asthma. If I lived where I would love to (a Mexican villa on the pacific ocean, or the carribean on a beach I have zero issues).

The side effects are not fun, so I use sexual daydreams to pass through the pain .... so that is represented in the first set of the poem and the rest well I hope you will enjoy that!

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Alan Tegel

Alan Tegel

Lover of people, Texas Feminist Liberal Democrat, Horse Farm, High Tech Gadget ENFP Guy, and someone who appreciates the struggle of women and wants to help.

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