The interesting part of this poem is it captures something I just literally unpacked today.

I just put "to bed" sexual abuse by a female baby sitter this week.

A positive takeaway I learned from the experience was my desire to ensure my female partner was satisfied sexually and personally first before my enjoyment was something I learned from my "first orgasm" as a boy at an early age.

This view through my life until my true rebirth of authentic, mindful, and sacred masculinity had this at the core.

Without that experience, I would not be who I am now.

As I practice (as a non-eastern religion focused guy), withholding male orgasm through personal and interpersonal intimacy, I am learning how to use my inner nuclear strong powerful masculine sexual energy to power me through so much more.

As such a star is "re-born" again and again!

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Alan Tegel

Alan Tegel

Lover of people, Texas Feminist Liberal Democrat, Horse Farm, High Tech Gadget ENFP Guy, and someone who appreciates the struggle of women and wants to help.

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